Sunday, December 22, 2013

Um... Rant and Goals for Winter Break

If any of you have read the last paragraph of my previous post, someone used my mouthpiece without my permission which was really gross. I've been told that I'm overreacting, but I can't help but make a big deal sort of about this mess. I haven't told the teachers (because fuck I'm so nice), but if the same thing happened to the people in my section, I bet they'd be freaking out too. YOU PUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHPIECE IN YOUR MOUTH WITH YOUR GROSS ASS SALIVA. That's the most disgusting part of playing a brass instrument. This is why I quit the trombone during 8th grade anyways. Not only was it inconveniently heavy, you can't play jack shit with it (well the music that I want to play, which are video game and anime music).  In conclusion, of course I have the right to be mad!

Starting from Monday for two weeks, I have winter break which gives me time to organize my stuff and study. Thank god last year I really learned my lesson not to procrastinate. But now that procrastination isn't my problem anymore, it's raising my english grade which I really have given up on. My teacher is just damn impossible. Apparently, this smart guy sitting in front of me isn't doing so well either but he's taking weighted classes unlike me. So either I raise my GPA for sophomore year  or do super well on my SATs next year. I just want to get into UCSB (if not I will cry, but other UCs might work too). My goals are:

  • My school is a bimbo for cancelling French. I'm failing Chinese class! * Emoticons * デコメ of the same face as well  我愛古愛莎!。。。我不知道。。。這是尷尬,對不起我的中文不好。 See! Since I'm one of the only few (like 5%) who is doing traditional, I'm always the last one to finish tests/quizzes. Too much strokes man. Well, my point is to study for Chinese starting from the very beginning. 老師 is glaring at me too much for being too dumb.
  • Go over chemistry! Although I am passing the class, the first few units just threw me off cuz' it's memorization and I just never understood it. There's still semester finals!
  • Organize notes and etc. for history and english. Study grammar, Catcher, and others. 
  • Practice audition piece for band for one hour before I leave for orchestra during second semester so I can get back at the people who insulted me. All I said was that I've been playing for 5 years since they asked me. How was that even offensive? Not my fault they feel inferior about their amateur selves (they did start only a few months ago so of course their tone wouldn't be that great). Same for orchestra audition. Fix viola and buy a neck rest/bow.
  • Blah blah if I can remember what else, I'll add to this list or somewhere. 

Aah nakakainis naman! I'm planning to get my learner's during summer and my license around September (when I turn seventeen), but hell that's too much work for me.

My friend wants to watch the Believe movie by J.Biebs for inspiration but I'm like nope nooope, she can watch that by herself. 再見! image

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